Song of the blog: You Can Do Better Than Me, But I Can't Do Better Then You_Death Cab For Cutie/ another song that is fused onto the end that is really the one that I like and talk about. Cheese! :)
The most wonderful rain I have seen since I moved here poured down to the earth today as I walked to work. I love the rain. I honestly hold the opinion that it is God's love raining down on the earth. The most wonderful thing is to be caught up in that love. It was beautiful. I raised my arms and laughed and walked through the rain. I had my ipod in my ears and the voices sang of the northern sky signaling the end of days. And dancing through the grey. It was the absolute PERFECT song for that walk!!! =D
Yesterday I started seriously thinking about leaving BYU after the summer break. Why? Because I come from a very small town. In my small town, we don't view the girls sitting around us as competition. We don't think, "You better not get married before me." We don't think, "Oh no! Her waist is smaller than mine! Must starve self for next month in order to be pretty!" And honestly, what normal person thinks like that? Really? But a lot of the people here do. And I don't think I can stand it for 4 years. I am here to get my edumacation on. I'm not here to get married. And I don't want to compete with all of these barbie dolls in order to get a date. I'm just not like that. Thats not me. And I'm not going to change in order to fit in here. I HAPPEN TO LIKE HAVING HIPS. hahahahahaha It's not just the girls though. I have met more shallow jerks since I got here than I've ever met in my life.
But, I am a patient person. I've only been here for a month. Heavenly Father sent me here for a reason. I have a scholorship that I worked hard for. Lots of people helped me get here. So I am going to give it a year. I am going to stay positive and try my hardest to love it. I am going to give this place every possible chance. And today was a very good day. So I just might stay. :)
AHHHHHH, the highs and lows of BYU dating. it's a beautiful/crap thing. it's different from any ther land of dating in the world (except perhaps BYU IDAHO AND HAWAII)live it up. get in it and figure out how it works. (you are doing that obvs but I wanted to say it again) and the silly blonde(cause they are right)hipless chicks, totally jealous of curves and totally insecure. you rock!
ReplyDeleteHahaha Thanks Nicole. And you are right, it is very unlike anywhere else on earth. But from what my dear friend Hannah says, it sounds like it's better at BYU Idaho. hahahaha BYU is just an interesting place to be. And it seems that every single day is a different case than the day before. Very much like living on a rollar coaster.
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