Clostraphobia In Sunday School

Song of the blog: Der Letze Tag_Peter Fox

There is seriously something wrong with me. I don't know what. But I was sitting there in Sunday School in church, and I was thinking, "Good lesson. The Savior is great." And then someone closed the door that was letting the air in. And then I started feeling claustraphobic. I have absolutely no idea how to spell that, but I was feelin it. I tried to brush it off and pay attention to the lesson, but I couldn't. I started feeling even more and more closed in until finally I pretty much jumped up and ran out of the room. I went to the bathroom, and felt a little better, but I knew if I went back I would just feel worse. So I went outside. That was a LOT better. I was walking and then I just kept walking and I walked right back to my apartment.... I immediatly changed and emailed my stepdad back about cars. I feel like a horible person. But I just could NOT do it. I have NO CLUE why. I feel so much better now just sitting here listening to Peter Fox. I don't know whats wrong with me...

In other news, I have an appointment with my financial counsler tomorrow morning. We're going to talk about numbers and loans and funt times will be had. I'm planning on getting all the loans I can this year and using it to get a car. There is this lovely little 2002 Audi that I want... but it has the potential to be very expensive, although it says NA for a price. Mileage says 75,516. I have no idea if that is good or bad to be ompletely honest. But she is a beauty. It would be so fun nameing her. And I can totally see myself in this car. She would get some sexy name and be mah best friend. =D But that is in my dreams probably. Unless I can use my amazing bartering skills to get her for at least 4,000. If not 3,000. Sounds pretty far fetched to me. I might as well buy a house for 7,000 while I'm at it. =p Here is a link. http://www.automotive.com/2002/65/audi/tt/base/utah/provo/234771563/113/index.html?Query=|City=Provo|RegionLong=Utah|VehicleUsedDataLookup=1|VehicleUsedIncludeCarsDotCom=1|VehicleUsedIncludeSuperPremium=1&NumListingsPerPage=15&PageNumber=1&sortBy=VehicleUsedPrice&sortAsc=True&index=8

I love this little baby. But I will probably never have her.


It is 4:46... church is almost over.... I want to go to choir, but I don't want all the questions of, "Why did you run out so fast?" "Are you ok?" "Did you get sick?" Blagh...... But I'll go. I feel better now. And I'm not going ot just avoid church now. Thats ridiculous. =p