The One....

Song of the blog: 18th Floor Balcony_Blue October

The one.... What kind of concept is that? What does it even MEAN? We say, "He/She couls be the one." The one for what? The one who you want to sleep with tonight? The one you want to have a fling with? The one who you want to pay for your movie ticket? Or the one you want to spen the rest of your life with? I haven't asked readers what they think of anything for a while, but I'm asking now. What does this even mean to you guys? Do you believe there could be one person out there who is looking for you, and you should be looking for them? Sometimes I think I believe that. There are times when I get this overwhelming feeling that I need to WAIT. I need to just hold on because he is coming. HE. HIM. MY him. But then I shake it off and I just go to class and move on with life because what kind of a concept is that? Who is this HIM, and does HE even exist? Am I just too much of a romantic deep down, and this feeling is just because I'm crazy and I should be commited to a hospitol for the insane? Possibly. I am insane. I'm crazy. I admit it. But this can't be true. There could not possibly be just ONE GUY that I've known for all of eternity who I am destined to be with. That sounds so Ridiculous! I am laughing even as I type this. hahahahaha I had a crazy dream once where I was just walking through campus and some guy just stopped in front of me and we stared at eachother for a second and the first thing he says is, "I know you." and the CARAZY thing is, I know him too. I sware I KNOW him! And so I say, "Yeah." And then I woke up. Whatever. It was a dumb dream. But it matches this feeling I've been getting lately. This stupid ridiculous feeling. But I keep getting it. Even about people. I'll be talking to a guy, thinking, "Hey, he's cute!" But before the conversation even goes anywhere I think, "No. He's not HIM." Weird right? I think I'm going crazy, even more crazy than I was before. Absolutely cookoo insane!