Today I was studying for my Humanities test, and I think it should be fairly easy. But while I was studying, I fell asleep. I had a dream that I was taking pictures of a little girl eating her first oreo. I woke up thinking, being a mom is going to rock.
Now since I know that someone is going to read this and think, "Uh oh." Fear not. This does not appear in my dreamscape for YEARS. Just because I don't want kids for a really long time, does not mean I never want them. Someday I will. And when that day comes, it will be fun. Right now is fun enough. haha
I think I will the kind of mom who constantly taking pictures of her kids. I mean, at a constant rate. I will need to invest in a good camera. I don't like scrapbooking very much, but in my dream I had a website dedicated to family memories. I know because I took a picture of the cookie and Lorilie apart first, so I could photoshop them into like a "v.s" thing. It all seems very silly to me now that I am awake, but in my dream I thought it was way cool. hahaha I think I will be all about recording their first experiences. Every one. First time sitting in grass. First time seeing an animal. First time on a swing set. First day of school, every year until they graduate. First time bowling. First time seeing the stars. I'll film that one. I am realizing lately how much I miss the stars. There aren't really any here. Stars are a wonderful part of life.
I hope that when my kids are older, they will always come and talk to me. I want that perfect balance between friend and mom. Thats REALLY hard. But thats what I want to be. I want them to know the rules and the consequences, but also that I will love them no matter what, and if they get into trouble they can come to me for someone who will be straight with them. When they are older, I want to be their best friend as well as their mom.

So yeah. Weird dreams lead to weird blogs. But don't take this the wrong way anyone please??? I'm in NO hurry to have kids. Blah!!!!!