Soooo...... Life?

Song of the blog: Any Man of Mine_ Shania Twaine

Soooo..... Life? I don't know what to make of it right now. haha I'm kind just coasting right now, even though I'm not coasting at all because I'm still doing stuff, but being sick makes me feel like I'm floating all the time. Thats why I hate it so much. Nothing feels real anymore. Everything seems like a movie. When I'm sick I live just as much in my head as in the real world. haha Not good. I hate being sick!!!! And I am counting down until Wednesday when I will be in Current Events and Richard will be there and it will be great. He wanted to come visit me yesterday while I was sick but I wouldn't let him. I mean, I was all gross and I didn't want him to see me like that. I was feeling better last night though, and I kind of slept, even though I woke up at 3:40 and a few other times. It was more sleep than I got all weekend. That would be another reason I hate being sick, I always get horrible insomnia. NyQuill helps that though. I even took it during the day yesterday to help me sleep. Some people might not like to take meds when they are sick, I am not one of them. Bring on the meds. Drug me up until I can't remember my own name, just don't let me feel that I am sick. I loath being sick.

And now I am at work and I am sitting here in the testing room and I want to sleep. I want to curl up with my blanket and my big pillow and take a nap. That sounds wonderful.

Even better sounding: Some hot chocolate. Then curling up with my blanket and pillow and taking  nap. =]

What I will probably do: Homework. Dishes. Fall asleep on the couch. None of that sounds good. Ugh. Oh and did I mention DayQuill? That will most likely be involved. It's already involved. We have had a very involved relationship the past 3 days.

Sooo... yeah... life?

From The Best Night To The Lamest to being sick.

Song of the blog: Summerbreeze_ Emilliana Torrini

When you're sick, time passes so slowly that 2 minutes feels like an eternity. Then you take some NyQuill and everything seems to float before you pass out and then even your dreams are floating and everything is floating and when you do wake up it's only for a second of delierious looking around wondering where you are. When you are sick and home alone because your roomates are gone you are glad for this, but at the same time you wish you were home so your Dad could take care of you and make you some awesome soup. When you are sick you still want to watch the superbowl but you don't seem to have the motivation to turn on the t.v. When you are sick you eyes water and your nose runs and your stomach but you never throw up because that would make it too easy to get the sick out of you and life wants to make this as hard as possible. When you are sick of course some of your friends from the ward have to stop by collecting fast offerings. When you are sick you put the most random music on, and when you find one that makes you feel the floatiest then you put it on repeat and it trances you to sleep. When you are sick you think to yourself, "This is because I had such an amazing friday. It must have thrown off the balance of the world or something and now the world is mad at me and it wants its balance back. So it gives the worst 2 sick days in the history of sick days. Of course. That must be it." When you are sick you realize that you have only one and a half rolls of toilet paper left and it's sunday so when those are gone you are screwed for nose blowing tools. Wonderful. When you are sick you call your mom rambling random stuff and then you think, "I should take a shower." So mom laughs and says ok, feel better. When you are sick you take that shower and then you don't have enough energy to do much else so you just fall asleep. When you are sick you go to make an egg and run out of energy so you just go back to sleep. When you are sick you do all of this sleeping on the couch because your bed is just too high up and you just don't want to go there. When you are sick you fall asleep while writing your blog and then you decide to just be done with it and take another nap. blurb

The Best Date I've Ever Been On, and a carousel. XD

Song of the blog: Under Control_ Parachute

I chose this song, because I love it, and it fits SO well for today!

So... I had a date last night. He was taking his time texting me so I guess I was automatically making new plans so that if he never texted me I wouldn't feel too rejected. There was no need. He picked me up at 7:15 and it was the best adventure I've ever been on. One of those dates you see in the movies. haha We went to Red Lobster, but the wait was 1 to 2 hours even for 2 people. It was insane. So we drove around and we ended up at this mall type thing. I'm not really sure that you could call it a mall, it was all kinds of amazing. Everything was it's own building, and there was this center area with trees that were all lit up in white and blue, and they had bonfires everywhere. We walked through it and we found this shop that said something like, "(Place the name here)'s Fun Shop! Where there's fun for Everyone!" We practically ran in there, well, I did. It was amazing. The most random fun little kid stuff you could possibly imagine. We played around for like 30 minutes and then we found the wall of candy. We debated getting everything, and finally settled on the foot long gummy snake. It was really hard to get out of the container, they were all wrapped around eachother. He tore it so that I could have the red part. What a gentlemen. =] AND THEN I SAW THE CAROUSEL! There it was, inside this resort thing, with a full arcade too. I was so excited and he was laughing at me. haha It was only a dollar for a person so we both went, I rode on the elephant, he rode on the gorilla. haha Then we looked to see if they had DDR, then decided we too hungry so lets go find real food. We walked around, saw several things, but then we ended up driving around town. haha We drove around for like 10 minutes laughing and talking and telling random stories of our lives. We ended up at Outback. The 30 minute wait was the lowest wait time we had encountered all night. haha While we waited he held my hand and we talked and laughed some more. The conversation never got awkward, and when there was a pause it wasn't bad, it was like a break to breath. haha He's amazing. At one point he thought he saw a guy he knew from his mission, but he wasn't sure enough to yell his name out or anything. During dinner I didn't even finish my food. hahaha I'm a slow eater anyway, but we were talking so much that my slowness was doubled I think. I have a to go box though. haha He on the other hand, That man can EAT! ANd yet he is in good shape. I hate him..... No I don't. hahaha Actually I think I'll eat my leftovers now. =] So after dinner he carried my box while I opened my door and he even put it on the table for me, which sounds normal, but the guys I've dated would not have done that. Richard witnessed enough of my clumsiness last night that I guess he wanted to make sure I didn't drop anything else. haha I gave the grand tour of the apartment and he made gasping noises like it was best thing he had ever seen. He really did love our posters though. He went through my entire little drawing calender and laughed at my stupid pictures. He loves my bottle collection. Then we just talked and laughed for like an hour. It was still only 10:30pm when he left though. And he didn't kiss me, even though there were a few times I knew he wanted to.

Basically, dream date. It was pure greatness. Best ever. It would be really hard for some guy to come along and beat that. hahaha! XD

And because everyone keeps asking me, his last name is Howard, I already made fun of him for it, and I don't know if he's facebook. Bahahahaha!

Normally I would try to put the pictures in some kind of order, but fot some reason blogger will not let me. Silly blogger.

It's Friday!

Song of the blog: She_ Parachute

So today is Friday. I love Fridays, especially when there is a pizza party at work. That's the best. =]

So it is also 1:15 and I have a test at 3 that I'm getting nervous for. Remember that humanities test I talked about yesterday? Yeah, that one. But yet I am calm, maybe I am on so much Cold Medicine. Tylenol AND Day Quill. I don't know if I am supposed to do that, but I took them about 2 or 3 hours apart so that seems ok. I'm going to take another Day Quill as soon as the back of the box will let me. I hate being sick. I would rather be sick and pretend that I'm not because I'm on so much cold medicine. I'm not a suffer through it kind of gal. haha I woke up this morning feeling like complete shiz. Sore throat, cough, you name it. I took Tylenol Cold right then and there. I was feeling better in 20 minutes. Then as soon as I got to work I bought some Day Quill and took that too. I'm not feeling at my best, but I can ignore it very easily. I'm really good at ignoring it actually. hahaha I'm not sick, just having a down day. This will blow over and I will be fine. No one can even tell. haha I love it.

As  for Red Lobster I have decided not to get my hopes up. It's expensive, and he said he was going to text me and tell me what time he's picking me up, and I haven't got that yet. haha It's whatever. if I don't go out with him then Studio 600 is having a free dance party tonight that some of my friends are going to. I'll go to that and still have a good time. =] Or I will study for my BOM test that I'm taking tomorrow afternoon. Lots of things to do.

This test is making me pretty nervous now. I know the stuff. So I'm fine. Right? Ugh.


BUT IT'S FRIDAY!! =D

Yesterday, and a Happy Heaven.

Song of the blog: You're So Last Summer_ Taking Back Sunday

So this song really did just come on my ipod. Ha. Hahaha. ;]

So if Justin ever really did have a chance, it's gone now. hahaha I didn't blog it, but we went on another date. It was fun, but he is just so FORMAL! The way he talks just urks me. There's just nothing there. I know that my initial attraction to him was because he is so smart, but come on, you can be intelligent and still talk like a human being. ugh. hahahahaha So goodbye Justin. I do not mourn your passing by. blurb.

The really weird thing is, the same day I decided this, Richard the guy from my Current Events class. Bahahaha! We watched Pursuit of Happiness last night in the JSB. Free. ;D And then he walked me home. hahaha He is so sweet. He kept asking me questions about my life, and he can even relate to almost everything. His family is just as messed up as mine is. If he wasn't from Tennessee I would say he's my twin. Hahaha He actually gets it. Everything I've always thought I would just go through by myself, he totally gets! He's a great friend. A friend that asked me to go to Red Lobster with him on Friday..... XD But still right now he's just a friend. I'm glad to have that. I don't have enough really good friends here. Can you ever have enough good friends? XD

I aslo have a Humanities test today. I'm a little nervouse, but not too much. It's art. I love art. I love feeling art. Thats what our test is on. Yay!

AND! This morning I was sitting in English class, almost the whole class was, waiting on our professor. Then someone gets an email from this professor saying that class is cancelled! Yay! I can go study! (Or write a blog and get on facebook and eat breakfast! Yay!) It's 10:11, I have to be at work at 11. There isn't even a piont in changing yet. Blurb.

So here is a shout out to Nicole and the kids!!! They will all enjoy this. =)
                   I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST DODD FAMILY ON THE PLANET!!!!!! I miss you lukie and cara and logan and jack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Nicole and Mark too, but mostly your kids. You only have yourselves to blame for having such cute kids. XD

Yay life. ;]

Random Quotes!!!!

If you wish in this world to advance, your merits you're bound to enhance; You must stir it and stump it, and blow your own trumpet, or trust me, you haven't a chance.
W. S. Gilbert (1836 - 1911)

An affirmation is a strong, positive statement that something is already so.
Shakti Gawain

BEST NIGHT EVAR IN THE HISTORY OF EVAR!!!! HANDS DOWNS GREATEST OF ALL TIME!!!!!

Song of the blog: Every Parachute song I can find on playlist.com

So last night I went to a concert. Opening that concert was a new band out of New York called Migs. They were pretty good, but he was spitting his guitar picks into the crowd. Not cool.

AND THEN. THE BAND WE WERE WAITING FOR! PARACHUTE!!!!! They were amazing. And Will, the lead singer, threw me his guitar pic. Funny story. It feel out of my hand when I caught it and to the floor. There was a convergence of the crowd on MY pic. I grabbed my cell phone to light it up and when I saw it there was another chick about to get it. Um... No. I so got that pic. She gave me a stare of death, but it's still mine. ^.^ Then Will made eye contact with Killi and she was ready to die. Michelle was mad. haha Michelle is, I swear their biggest fan in existence. It's so fun. Then towards the end, he jumped into the crowd Right Next Me. He held my hand. It was amazing. And there was a chick next to me, the same chick that tried to get my pic I think..... Anyway, she latched onto him and started making out with his neck. Ew. And her boyfriend was just standing behind her like, "....................." It was gross. But he held my hand!!

Then the Plain White T's Came on, after about 20 minutes of standing there waiting for them. haha They were awesome. They like to talk to the audience, and it was a smallish crowd too so it was waay fun. They love Salt Lake too because they consider it the place they really got started. I guess Salt Lake City was the first place to play Hey There Delilah on the radio, and some guys that are usually there helped them out a lot. He played Radios In  Heaven, which I didn't know was by them, and I have always liked that song. Then all of a sudden they left, and we were like, "Is it over?" But then Tom appeared behind us! Tom is the lead singer. He had just his acoustic and he told us the thing about Salt Lake playing Hey There Delilah first and then he sang the song and asked us to all sing with him. It was cute, and there was a little middle schooler that appeared next to me that was reaching up high to film him as she sang every single word. She was way cute.

The Best Part came after the concert. Caitie had gone missing when Will jumped into the crowd, and then suddenly we couldn't find Courtney. Killi, Michelle, and I made a line and went through the crowd of about 2,000 people to the back where there was breathing room. I saw the place they were selling shirts and etc paraphernalia, so I went over there. I was just going to get a T-shirt, but then I had an idea. I bought 2 T-shirts and a CD. Then I went looking for Michelle. I couldn't find Michelle, but I DID find Will, the lead singer of Parachute. Of course he was in the middle of a crowd of girls, so I pushed my way through, told him my name was Michelle, spelled it out, and went to go find the real Michelle again. When I gave her the CD, she choked up. haha I didn't think she would CRY! hahaha! I gave her the T-shirt I got her too, and we both wore them today. We found everyone else talking to Alex, the Asian looking base player for Parachute. I saw Catitie and I was like, "Caitie! You're alive!" She had been missing for about an hour an half. She said that she had gone to the bathroom and just didn't want to push her way back to the front. Crazy Courtney had done the same thing, but she DID push her way back! hahaha! Alex was loving Killi's flower, and we found out he was actually Hawaiian! Who woulda tought! So we chatted with him for a while, then Courtney wanted to get a picture with Will , and then me and Michelle had the idea to have him sign our shoe! So off we went. By this time there only about 50 people left. The truly cool fans. haha We went up Will and shook his hand and I told him my real name. He thought it was so cool that I had done that, and he and Michelle became fast friends. It was brilliant. He signed my shoe and we took some pictures. Then we saw Tom from the Plain White T's, we chatted with him for a while and I had this really great moment when I said something and then realized he was looking away so I finished with, "And I don't think you just heard me but that's ok. haha" Then he turned around and looked at me and repeated what I said and thanked me for coming and such and then he signed my other shoe! My worth of my shoes tripled last night! Not that I will EVAR sell them!!! We took some pictures with him, and then we turned around to leave and there was Will again! We all joked around for a minute and once he grabbed Killi's camera and was like, "Candid!" And he took a picture of all us! That will be my profile picture. Amazingness. We continued to chat for a bit more and then as we left he said, "See you in May!" We were all so starstruck that we didn't remember that we would be gone in may to our separate homes. Honestly, if I hadn't already bought my ticket, I would my trip off a little while to see them again. XP

Then we went to Denny's. A perfect ending to a perfect night. XD


And This Is Will>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Soooo..... I don't care.

Song of the blog: You're So Gay_ Katie Perry

I'm in one of those moods where I really just don't care about anything. Nothing. I could get fired and I would like, "Whatever."

Ok, I would not be whatever, I would cry. That was a overstatement.

But really, I'm just like, "Who cares about anything? Not I."

Maybe this has to do with getting only 3 hours of sleep. And maybe it also has to do with my allergies choosing today to attack me. And maybe it has to do with the fact that I feel asleep in English 251, full on fell asleep, I was out, and I feel like the biggest idiot on earth. That's a SMALL class. A very small class. I felt really bad for our professor because she is so sweet.

I'm falling asleep again. And I just burped, and it was kinda loud. Normally I would be embarrassed. Whatever I'm so tired now that all of it seemed funny... You should my notes from that class. Brilliant.

I don't even want to finish writing this. But I will say this. I am going to a Parachute and Plain White Ts Concert tonight. That will be the beginning of a good day. Yay.